liltamaki

I never got to say goodbye I know you told me not to cry So the I tears I cry are not for you They are for the memories of our lives They are the times we shared For the all times you made me laugh  and cry I cry these tears in happiness for you are no longer in pain But I can't lie and say I don't also cry in sadness for the loss of a friend I cry for all those times I told you I hated you For those childish fights and insults But this main reason I cry is because I loved you like a brother and I never told you So I'll tell you now I loved they way your smile made everyones day get better I loved all the stupid nicknames you gave m

If I did the right thing then why does it hurt so bad Why do I feel the need for one last goodbye when I've said it a million times Why do I want to hear you say you everything will be alright Why do I wish I could hug you one last time Why can't I get you out of my head Why is when it that when I think of you my chest clenches Why do you make feel this way Why did you make me love you Why did you make me let you go especially when you knew I loved you so WHY GOD! why did you make him go